As I finish my program as an ESL Specialist, I am reflecting back on the insights that I have learned through the classwork, readings, and (especially) the collaboration with my classmate colleagues. There has been a tremendous amount of learning in a short time (although I will admit, I am surprised to find my summer is suddenly waning!). As this is the third and final course in my program, I am wondering how I will have a chance to learn more in the future of my profession. I will, of course, have professional development opportunities to pursue. However, nothing is quite the same as a continuous study of the field you are working in with a guiding instructor and classmates who have common goals and have professional discussions about the learning. I like how courses such as these take you out of the hectic schedule of school and dynamic environment that you are contantly responding (reacting?) to, in order to read, process, digest, discuss, debate, and empathise with each other. It is refreshing, and re-energizing.
It also makes me a little concerned that I am now entering my profession as a Specialist, as one to be looked to when the questions around ESL theory and practice are asked. It is interesting, and I am sure that the responsibility will come gradually as I have a chance to apply learning along the way. At least, that is my hope.
I have to make sure that I don't become too ambitious to begin all the projects which I have jotted down in my notebook along the way, or I will be completely overwhelmed. I am sincerely worried about 'burn-out' next year, and I hope that I can use this knowledge to create more leadership opportunities for others so that I may step back to see the 'whole picture' and reassess and focus energy on positive changes.
I am satisfied with my learning, and look forward to applying it in my classroom.
